"Your ideas are all pointing toward one thing: change. You know it’s coming, and you know (more or less) what you want from it, so make sure that you are consciously guiding it as much as you can."
The first part of my horoscope is accurate, change is coming and it’s coming fast. But the second part, is not as accurate. I wish I knew what I wanted. I am moving back home in a little less than two weeks. On June 15th I find out if I am accepted into the program I applied to, and if I get accepted, I have until the 30th of June to decide if I want to stay at Arizona State. As the semester ends, this decision is much harder than I anticipated. I thought I was certain about moving back home and attending FIDM this upcoming fall. But, now that it’s actually time to sit down and decide, it’s much more difficult. Especially now that more of my friends from here are planning on staying next semester. I just wish I knew what I wanted. This confusion is killing me.
no, not over texts, but over phone calls. It seems like no one talks on the phone anymore. I feel like you get to know someone so much by a phone call. I miss that, I miss spending hours on end just talking on the phone with someone. It never mattered the subject matter, just hearing their voice, the tone in which they are meaning to say something, it just has so much more meaning than a text. The connection you have when you talk on the phone, that’s all I honestly want.